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aite its past noon & im here to blog.. cos..

the house's silent. i only can hear the sound of my fan.

min hui's at sch, bro's in camp, daddy's sleeping, mummy's out ):

it has been like that everyday since the maid left.

like i said, now IM the maid.

i intended to blog about how inappreciated i felt around the house recently.

but that was all about last night. after a night's sleep & a clear mind,

i know that it is my duty to do the chores

since there's no more maid

since min hui's still so young

since bro's only at home 2/3 days a week

(& when he's out of camp means he'll be at MOS)

& since i cant possibly let mummy & daddy do the chores.

cos i cant help but feel guilty whenever i see mummy/daddy doing them.

sounds kind of unfair, huh?

yeah lo but bo bian. things have changed.

& i find mysef being more automatic around the house.

for example whenever i walk past the kitchen sink filled with cups

ill find myself washing them the next second.

i felt inappreciated.

that's cos whenever im doing the chores,

nobody's around the see me actually doing it.

& then when mummy comes home at the end of the day,

she will NAG & NAG & NAG about why the clothes arent folded yet

why the cups arent washed properly,

why did i wash the clothes without waiting for her to come back.

yesterday's scenario:

i happened to pass by the washing machine

& saw the laundry basket's full of unwashed clothing.

so i thought i could impress mummy by washing them first

& then when she comes back she'll have one less thing to do.

i stuffed all the clothes in the washing machine

but didnt forget to also but my pants (the one with buckles) in the netting

so that it wouldnt clog up the washing.

after making sure everything was in place,

i plugged it in & pressed start.

'there! all done!' just when i wanted to turn away,

'OH SHIT! I FORGOT THE SOAP!'

i scurried like shit sia. i draggeddddddddddd the box of soap over

& hurried to scoop it in. phew. managed to put it in in time.

i laughed at myself & imagined telling mummy about what happened

& then we both had a good laugh about it.

moments later mummy was home & the first thing she said was:

haiyo.. why arent the clothes not folded yet?

yt: mummy! just now i help you wash the clothes hor, then i forgot to put soap leh!! haha

mummy: HUH! you washed the clothes already?!

yt: uh? er..yea?

mummy: you never wait for all the clothes??

yt: what clothes?

mummy: DID YOU PUT YOUR PANTS IN THE NETTING?

(the tone in which she was super sure i didnt)

yt: yes i did. (starting to get pissed)

mummy: you put your white top in together?

yt: yeah.. why?

mummy: haiyo cannot put together! later it will turn yellow!

yt: .......................................

mummy: *continues nagging*

yt: CAN YOU DONT COME HOME ONLY THEN NAG NAG NAG!?

mummy: !!!

think she noticed how i was trying to tell her the soap story

when she didnt even pay attention to what im telling her.

mummy: er..okay lar. so what happened after that?

i didnt even FEEL like answering her. i just kept quiet.

i hate it when im not being appreciated.

she says i never help around the house unless she tells me to,

WELL, when was she around when i was doing them without having told?!

did she think that those towels folded themselves when she was out?

did she think that those cups washed themselves when she was out?

did she think that dust flew away out of the window themselves when she was out?

i never got a thank you, or a good job or even a pat on the shoulder.

i alrealy feel down enough from not having calls returned from him.

i dont need anything more to add onto my stress.

its like i had no mood to talk to ANYBODY yesterday.

i wanna go on a holiday.

*crossed fingers*
pleaseeeeeeeee let me get selected for the jobbbbb.
please please pleaseeeeeeeee.
so that i wont have to stay at home everyday with nothing to do
because when i have nothing to do all ill do is think about him &
it sucks being like that.


oh yeah & FUCK i forgot to watch criss angel last night. fuckedy fuck fuck.